Tuesday, November 27, 2007

lucky ME.....

I sit here and think of just how lucky I am to have you in my life...how god blessed me with you.I'm still trying to figure out what I did to deserve you.I never knew what love was until I met you.Just when I thought I couldn't love you anymoreI fall in love with you all over again.Last night, I looked up at the starsand matched a reason why I love you.With each one I saw I was doing great but I ran out of stars.I want you to know how much I love you.You mean the world to me...and more.I think about you day and night.I miss you when you're not around.I could never say enough to tell you how much I love you.Anyone can tell me they love me,but it wouldn't mean anything if didn't come from you.I can't explain this feeling that I have inside me.I can't stop thinking about you.I wake every morning thinking of you.Wondering what you're doing and where you're going.You're so special to me and you have no idea how much.I get butterflies in my stomach when I think of being with you.If I could I'd hold you forever in my arms.You love no one else but me.You love me for me and nothing else.You make me feel something I can never describe.There will never be another one like you.I just wish you knew how special you are to me.I'll never hurt you in any way.You are the only one I want to be with.You are the sweetest girl I have ever met.When I am sad, you always have a way of making me smile.Thank you for being there for meand for listening whenever I needed someone to listen.You are my Best friend and my Love.I will always be here for you,no matter if we are together, or if we're apart.And you will always be with me right here in my heartIt's where I'll always keep you.If it was my choice, we would be together right now.I wouldn't let anything in the world keep us from being together.My whole life has changed since you came in...I knew back then.You were that special one...I'm so in loveDeep inside my heart is where I'll always keep you forever.You made my life complete...You're my wish come true.You and I are two halves of one heart.You are the love of my life.I'm so in love with YOU.I can't believe that something like you happened to me.I love you so much.

how sad...........huhuhu

Feelings grew day by day as each passing day made way for a new startthoughts became facinated by your name, your face and your heart the beauty of what was, became greater and greater with each passing day the pain in my heart began to slowly slip awaysoon enough the end of the past was the start of something newbut just as i suspected the doubt took over to younot so much dissapointment, rather the feeling of fearthe fear of getting hurt, the fear of not having you near i miss the guy you where from the moment we meti miss the details you had, that made me completley forgetthose little things you used to do, that would make my day and your feelings therefore dare to displaynow i am afraid of showing you how i feel i fear getting hurt, or this turning out to be too good to be real nobody understands why i feel the way i dobut thats the thing its not them i feel this for its YOUi dont know what else i can say i fear if i say too much, this will just cause your heart or thoughts to betray what you once felt, thought or knewif it matters that i say it one more timeWHAT I FEEL FOR YOU IS TRUE

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Hello wOrLd im back again hehehehe.............
after a long years,decade,century. . . . . .aho.aHo